Would you be angry at this friend?

That first guy was emotionally abusive to you. The fact that you continued to allow him to hurt you is your fault you need a therapist or school counselor help you find out why you seek people that are cruel and indifferent toward you. Don't give people multiple chances to hurt you because the best predictor of Future behavior is past behavior, And your going to get what you always got if you keep doing the same things... Think about it!!