I really want to know how to make balance between my pofessional and personal life?

Don't give any thought on "ending up myself" theories. Life is a challenge and you have to always swim against it. Your profession life is your pride and your personal life is your Life. Try to differentiate them and don't over lap one on the other. Enjoy your hubby's company and enjoy your profession also. As soon as you reached home forget your profession and forget your home once you reach the work spot. Give as far as possible positive thoughts to your brain. It will boost your confidence.